Affirmation

This should be a really long post, but in the interest of time. I'll sum up:

For two years, I've been on this spiritual(astrological) journey about home, family and foundation. This is the tail end and like all journeys there is a test. - more about the test later- more about all of this later -

But what the test has lead me to, i think, is this affirmation.

My foundation in myself, not in others.

Though i love, and want to love, those who i love are not the cure.

The boy is not the cure.

I should not expect him to be, for he could never heal the world or all of me. (which doesn't lessen is possible perfection for me)

But also I do not need him to be. I can cure myself, me with the help of the universe, and many people people in it.